Illusions

The tides are going up. 
The themes seems more than core belief.
Had a notion things will change. 
Influence from outward always create delusion.
But things are the same as always.
How will we ever know where we are
Sometimes it's good to switch off.

The company of a woman

The title of the blog is a book by khushwant Singh which I guess most of us had read it or at least heard about it. To be honest I was scared as I read the final chapters of the book. I thought of it as wtf this is it. It's a story or a man who lives his life in a pragmatic manner. He has no high hopes for religion, no worries of society. But the man had a cheerful life, isn't that we all want from it. It was full of good and bad decisions. His love towards his family, his country. His drive for sex. He had achieved every obstacles he set out for. I wonder if being more careful had  given him a better death or a better life, honestly I don't know. The fact that he had a carefree life was good but his lack of judgement over some issues over his desire for sex lacked integrity. Nonetheless chap had a lot of women. I guess that's life, you win some you loose some.

One strange girl

This morning I got a ping on my dating app.
I saw the girl. I had already liked her. I started the conversation.
Me: Hey B
B: Hey u
B: nice dp
Me: thanks
Me: where are you putting up these days.
B: in pune
Me: nice. Me too
Me: where in pune are you putting up these days
B: you wouldn't mind that
Me: strange
Me: you are missing the whole idea of a dating site.
B: Mr. Desperate
Blocked.

I thought what happened. For a moment I thought did I say something wrong.

Then again another ping.

S: what are you doing tonight
Me:👿