Expect the bizarre

Expect the bizarre

The brain cells and brain waves are replicated and all the mirror images are opposite in all the other sense. If you are thinking in a particular manner and acting (not necessarily according to it) then some brainwave is being created accordingly just opposite to it (might be acting similarly or in opposite manner). It depends on how much control over your senses you have. After all we live in a material world. The control over yourself defines what a character you are.

The journey begins in a world where brain cells and tiny particles are acting and making a difference. No one ever thought a particle so tiny can create a difference. I certainly hope it does because then nothing would make sense. The theory of relativity tells many idioms: one of them is energy can neither be created neither be destroyed; only transferred from one form to another. Similarly the transformation of life giving energy always comes with an opposite form of anti-life energy. Too much fiction you say. Well this is the only thing that makes sense. Only the parameters are not defined yet. Which one to govern, what is variable and what is constant. There is a notion that alien visited earth once in grand manner and stayed here for quite some time. The world is a playground and nothing else. You come here to play and enjoy and not to settle.  The settlement part is the abyss. It may either be a notion of a lunatic that took too much drugs and fell off the normal course just to be known. But something that bothers me, if it is true than what are the means to justify it. As I speak there are none till now. What you gain/loose is materially shifted or just a paradigm.

The sense of word comes into picture only by its definition. Not by words, but by the definition it provides due to its existence. Imagine a world without definitions. The expressions will be the only means and there will be no need for communication (audible) because that would make no sense. Just to make things easy we learned to talk and communication. The invention of audible communication was created to avoid havoc. (Now read the newspaper and you would come to know how many people try to keep their language important to others. Some are intelligent they know why to keep i.e. it would be easy for communication. Some inconceivable people are keeping it for pride. I laugh at them when people tell me that. Similarly expanding their countries boundaries…). That makes sense but let’s not generalized it does so. It is the reason few or many (doesn’t matter) think in the similar fashion.

Well this is why discoveries are made by people working hard or floppy (varies from person to person and just a frame of mind). These are the one that makes progress. Few centuries ago the process started. But what we overlook was the fact that how the life pattern would be after we have made our life comfortable. No one specifically considers this to be a threat, that the life pattern would be a problem once we have made the discoveries. The genius today will be an idiot tomorrow or have been one in the past. These things does not bother me too, but the knowledge of existence of such things is necessary for not to overindulge in the dilemma of such things. This means this book will be open as long as the existence of human beings and this will be the leftovers of the human society for anyone to read.

For the prologue tis much fact is necessary and thus begins the start of a story one that we have been living in the future. Some detailing are not just and likable but then so is life.

Chapter I

Wait

Newsflash: (Lady speaking) the picture we see today of a town in prosperity is the one we have long dreamt of. President Andy said the in the recent press conference (video clip) “Bad times have passed and an era of prosperity is coming”. Market situation has stabilized and investors’ now having faith in their stocks as there is nowhere to go but rise. After the new policy developed by government based on the theory of the legendary Russian Dr. Stoyanovich for the new model of real world economy…This just in the reports for south…. (Channel change) Newsflash: …(commercial) techno-bots are the solution to any problem that you have….(channel change) Newsflash: … the renowned actor and heart throb of many is willing to serve a community service in the awe of crimes done which were linked to…(switch off)

Man walking towards the window gazing towards the still dark sky. A street sign lit at the end of the road glowing. The streets are dirty with sewer waters coming out in the middle of the streets. A dark alley is visible from the window but only shades and shadows of people lying there. The room is filled with a pungent smell of smoke. Two girls lying on the bedside half naked. The carpet floor is stained with ashes and liquor spread all over it. (Thoughts: Is this it). Door knock: Please open the door. Man walks down to the door and opens it. Bell boy: Sir where should I keep the bottles. Man looking at the watch. Bellboy: It’s a complement from the hotel staff. He picked up the bottle and slammed the door. Light coming from the window, its sunrise and a tall figure with fair complexion appears to be gazing towards it. 6 feet tall slim body having no scars on body, chest hair and a well-built athletic body.

State 0630 hrs.

Windows covering itself with black glaring plastic resembling glass. The view of the window changed the sun’s glare is much less and there are 3D texts in different directions showing humidity, temperature. In the left corner of the window incoming call from unknown number, location untraceable. The bottom of the window black panes are stuck and withered. Man looking into the alley from the opening. The shadows and the images are gone. (The craziness is gone after all). Computer modulated Lady Voice: you have got a recorded message.

Phone: (Voice coming from an army radio: Mr. Steyn our meeting went successful. The client is much interested in meeting you in person; the profile of the client is clean. I am not sure but lately your absence in meetings is causing a dubious effect on your clients. Sorry for disturbing you sir, but it’s extremely urgent, please respond. I will be sending someone to your house immediately to pick you up (Message over). Man still gazing at the alley trying to focus on the aura…

Presidents House 0630 hrs.

A round table is set and all the army high officials are sitting with the Vice president

Col Rockwell: Sir, even with the advanced tech solutions we are unable to detect what is the cause of the anomaly.

Lt Col Kobayashi: I beg to differ to that Dr. Steyn’s theory might be correct but we have put a lot of faith into a fool’s errand and risking it to the world with an alpha level confidence is still a questionable affair.

Col Rockwell: We had no option but to rely on it as the control over the populous states are in grave danger of sleeper cells and anarchists.

Vice President James: We are here to sit for ideating solution not to scratch the past. As long as you have nothing positive to speak please keep quiet and listen. Let’s (An agent rushing into the room and whispering something in Vice President’s ears) what... (James face became pale as if someone has sucked all the life from it. Glaring towards the table) There has been an attack at the President; he is in St. Martha hospital.

Col Rockwell: (Looking towards the agent) No news of Mr.Steyn.

Lt Col Kobayashi: This is insane I cannot risk my countries security on some fool’s errand. This is…

James: (Standing up and rushing towards the door) we do not have much time left. Come up with a stall solution or agree to it. It is sooner than we thought.

(If God is present then surely he is playing with us because no way he can be serious for that long amount of time. What if the world was made of a ratio of philosophers, rational thinkers, rebels, people following ism. Is this the criteria for defining a person's perspective in life? How can we be so sure that the balance would be maintained if any of the races would not exists? We cannot. This does not make any sense. Being a rational thinker my brain goes for the practical decisions that would and could be made for any particular given situation and not allowing my true potential for doing what I want. So what if people are pleased with the decisions they can only foresee. I have to do this now for my existence. I have some plan embedded in my system for the same. I will not share it with most of the people. If they are smart enough then they will eventually understand. If not they will follow. If anything else then they wouldn't care.

Let’s for any instance, think that the discovery of objects have made people richer and known for that objectivity. No one has ever thought of coming with an original idea that makes the difference. It might not matter for most of the people but for me it will. Japanese, I met one in my company meeting the other day and one can only say that they have turned into machines. Now they are not coming to normal life. It's been ages of systematic brainwashing. Motherfucking womanizers. One of them jumped and asked my boss question that is he a womanizer, I couldn’t stop laughing. I think dripping of the h bomb has put them out of their human condition and mutated them to a different types of zombie altogether.)

CHAPTER II

THE DOCTOR

[Year 1896, Doctor Hari Working on the theory of space and time continuum. Documentary realization: How could we define space and time? It’s like two faces of a coin. You can neglect them but you cannot]

ABBR:- 1: Doctor Hari, 2: Mrs. Norris Hari

1. I think we have finally found what the reason is.

2. Don’t you think you should consult few more people before you go and publish it.

1. Well I am not in a hurry if what you think but how can you make them understand if they are not willing to listen something that they think is right. But it actually isn’t.

2. How can you be so sure about it?

1. If you must know, I am not that confident as you think I am. Because in your meaning confidence is relatively more majestic than mine.

2. Now you lost me.

1. See you can’t see what I am talking about, so why bother too much in explaining you. Let me do something else.

2. What?

1. Show you the truth. (A smile on his face. More content than a man who knows than he has achieved everything he wants. More like he found out that which is hallucination in real world and that which is not.)

2. Hmm. But how would I know it is.

1. Just when I think you are like them, you astonish me with the will to know even if you are not ready for it.

2. Don’t play games.

1. As a woman you must get this from lots of guys. Ha-ha (smirk on his face)

2. A grin on her face.

1. Imagine what you are doing now.

2. Sitting.

1. Now what makes you do that?

2. Because I am tired.

1. Go on.

2. Because I have worked all day and I want to sit and chat with my husband.

1. Well you can stand and chat or for that matter lay down on bed.

2. Well I want to sit.

1. Don’t do that.

2. Do what.

1. Don’t be like that. You know.

2. Because I don’t know I just want to sit.

1. We are not going anywhere. Bad example. Let me tell you something else…. What makes you an engineer and not a philosopher or a medical professional?

2. Because I had a knack for ideas and logic and that is the only thing where I can apply it.

1. That it is.

2. Where are we going with this?

1. Now wait. You yourself gave the answer. You had a knack for ideas, logic… that is why you went for a profession you like. Even if you had chosen a profession, that you did not like. You yourself would have gone back again to the fundamentals of your belief. The question being why, you will only be comfortable by doing what you believe in. You like exploring ideas, logic and playing with it. Being at a steady state of mind is important rest all does not matter that much.

2. So

1. Understand this universe is trying to do something not because of some rational law that you seem to understand, but because it wants to be in a steady state, a position of high entropy. Irrespective of something you understand or not, the only thing here is what its state is.

2. Hmm. seems tidy, but what if you are wrong.

1. Sweetheart I am not trying to prove I am right. I just want them to hear which is why it is necessary. There are equal chances of me being wrong and right. But be that as may eventually I will be able to prove it elsewise with their help and consent only.

2. …

Maverick : Journey

Well I have to admit it's very uncommon for me to have a normal day or two in a stretch. The line of work in which I am in I come around loads of new people everyday and do lots of new things daily. Some meet with very common agendas others with some with others. I hear to all of them and share my thoughts with all of them.  Sometimes I am in a position to solve them other time I give them the means but mostly I tell them where they should go to get the right kind of help. That's because I don't have a craving to become a world leader or a super popular guy until it's the only option. I would love to have a normal life in which I have the means and brains to help people. Though it seems very flowery thing but that's the only challenging thing worth working for. If I try and explain normal I mean if I am working with/on/around something I keep my undivided attention towards it, hassle free.
In current situation everyone in India is hoping to become something big or have some or the other power but for what they have no idea. There are many companies opening, many youngsters with lots of ideas about business. I too am one of them, though my idea is not something I would leave behind and it's reasonably profitable too. But I am not into it just for money, power or some clichéd terms, although I would love to have capital but that never is the main goal and it never was. I am in it because it gives me Joy, even failure or failed attempts doesn't dishearten me it just boost me up as i learn after each of them what not to do. The satisfaction of being in a position to help genuine human beings gives me true happiness. It's not the end yet and it's an open book with lots of new chapters to come. I will share my experience though in my blog whenever I get time. For what it's worth its not the destination that matters it's how you travel defines you.

Beautiful Mind

How does it feels when you give an idea to your mind and take away the means to do it.
Realize how simple it is, but how very real.
Sometimes you don't have to wait for the idea
You have to be creating the means.

Illusions

The tides are going up. 
The themes seems more than core belief.
Had a notion things will change. 
Influence from outward always create delusion.
But things are the same as always.
How will we ever know where we are
Sometimes it's good to switch off.

The company of a woman

The title of the blog is a book by khushwant Singh which I guess most of us had read it or at least heard about it. To be honest I was scared as I read the final chapters of the book. I thought of it as wtf this is it. It's a story or a man who lives his life in a pragmatic manner. He has no high hopes for religion, no worries of society. But the man had a cheerful life, isn't that we all want from it. It was full of good and bad decisions. His love towards his family, his country. His drive for sex. He had achieved every obstacles he set out for. I wonder if being more careful had  given him a better death or a better life, honestly I don't know. The fact that he had a carefree life was good but his lack of judgement over some issues over his desire for sex lacked integrity. Nonetheless chap had a lot of women. I guess that's life, you win some you loose some.

One strange girl

This morning I got a ping on my dating app.
I saw the girl. I had already liked her. I started the conversation.
Me: Hey B
B: Hey u
B: nice dp
Me: thanks
Me: where are you putting up these days.
B: in pune
Me: nice. Me too
Me: where in pune are you putting up these days
B: you wouldn't mind that
Me: strange
Me: you are missing the whole idea of a dating site.
B: Mr. Desperate
Blocked.

I thought what happened. For a moment I thought did I say something wrong.

Then again another ping.

S: what are you doing tonight
Me:👿

Terrorism and the concept of freedom

One man’s terrorist another man’s freedom fighter. What is terrorism? Is it only relevant to national and religious boundaries? Does the concept of freedom allow terrorism to grow? Is absolute freedom a possibility or myth?

The wonders that man can create by limitless thinking and the destruction/depression it can bring by oppression of the same ideas. I can cite a number of examples where men have taken decisions made for present situations which has cost future generations to pay. Don't get me wrong, decisions are to be taken and yes the criteria of present do matter. Constructive ideas helps community; society and the nation grow as one. The influence of men and their life also plays a significant role in creating the cornerstones for a society. Now, if an idea occurring into my mind is creative, logical and widely acceptable by the chosen leaders of the community; in political and social terms then it is treated as a law and people in the coming generations follow it. Freedom of any type can be objectified most of the times in the law of that state and in some cases can be debated over subjective matters. The law here itself amount the value of freedom to be given to a society.  So freedom here is a portion defined by the law. The idea of violence in public when talking over the case of freedom is abhorrent to human beings. I am also not in the favor of fighting to attain freedom. You ask is it not been in the history of human beings to fight for their rights? It depends on the conditions we look at it.

What are basics human rights exactly? Do they consider or let us say approve the use of violence of any type in the prospects for achieving freedom? There are certain clauses for defense against any criminal activity ongoing but none of them states to initiate it. We have been here for a long time in this planet which we call our own. Divided we are in sense of nation, religion, community or I might even say in political opinions. It’s been around 5000 years when actual society of intelligent humans began to spring on earth. A society is a group or community of people that safeguards itself from the dangers of outside world. The community decides on reason, logic and culture the validity of the dangers. If the community did not approve certain illustrations or matters over the basis of cultural, moral or their political discrepancies then those elements in law were abandoned from the society along with the people accepting it. For generations people have passed sharing their cultural, ethnic, social, technological and political knowledge from one to another. If we were to think of it this way it was just a frame of mind; laws created by one society to leisure their own kind. Some cultures and societies had their expiry dates but some cultivated through time and passed their experience. Here we are in the 21st century, knowing about few of the many discovered/undiscovered cultures we have ever had in the history of human development. Some cultures have had extremist beginnings but moderate beliefs now, some had humble origins but violent apprehensions now. In due course of time we have learned to make peace with all of them. Thus a community or a society failing to fulfil the needs of young generations or massive population of older generation has to undergo some changes in order to exist. These changes are done if and when necessary, not only for the benefits of the present society but to continue to share the values of they have been cultivating.

The societies created in due time have had certain beliefs and valuable items or tradition which they try and save from diminishing. Come to think it is rather funny that you define a section or a society on the basis of the color of the skin. It had made me laugh all the time how naïve were the people in the past. But aren't we naïve when we see new things around us now and when we want our dear ones to be safe from its rather undesiring effects. Some of us still have the notion in Hindu culture that travelling in certain directions east, west or otherwise in some particular days are not safe. Some countries hate each other for no conclusive reason at all. But that is nativity of human beings that will continue, we will learn from it in due course of time as we have done in the past by looking into reason and making peace with the surroundings. Few say that chaos is natural order of the universe, to which I respectfully decline. They fail to see the leisure for the objects that are in that state. May be, when in comparison in a larger scale of events it holds true. But if you look in an event that is so miniscule; when it comes to specs like human beings, it is not so. Even the atoms in a molecule are guided by a set of predefined laws which cannot be broken even if they want to, because the leisure their natural state of order. They have their own laws and are following it and no one is there to invigilate them. So when I talk about absolute freedom it has to come from a state of mind so enlightened about his/her existence and the cause and effect it will provide by creating a hindrance in its own existence. It is easier said than done, in cases of atoms planetary bodies they don't have consciousness, speculation, ideas, theories, guides or any thoughts of rebellion in them. However, in humans, brain have developed to a state to be aware of its existence and acknowledge the existence of others too. Does it give us the upper edge or just another defect created by nature, I don't know. But the fact that I am quite sure of it is not normal. So the idea of absolute freedom to be attained by each and every singular human being residing on this or will be on any other planet is hard for me to visualize. I sincerely hope for that, but in due time we have to look to a possible solution for that to happen.

Terrorism is widely used word nowadays, most of it due to media spreading and also due to frequent acts of vandalism by group of individuals claiming themselves to be part of some religious cultures. If I were to simplify the act of terrorism I would stick to the thought that group of individuals not knowing the history of their origins and spreading useless propaganda for some unnecessary freedom among their fellow cultist or religion or any other word they want to distinguish it with. I do not hate them for their beliefs, they are individuals and they have a right to believe in whatever fashion they want to. But as I earlier said cultures that prolong and do not have an expiry date are the ones which make necessary changes in their laws for the older and younger generations to flourish because it’s a necessity. Although in a functioning society there has to be a position for rebel so as to help it keep growing. Terrorist are no rebels, they have a very clear agenda based on a notion that has been built up either by false remarks or political agendas or social agendas to cause harm to certain group or individuals because they are thought of as bad persons of influence for the society. You cannot divide the society into good or bad people, which again is very rational for an opinionated being such as humans. We humans as individuals work with a certain frame of mind to achieve something that is of value to that individual. We never said that valuable items or beliefs are same for all individuals and also not necessarily constant with respect of time. Very rational beings change their valuable items but not their ideas, few rational beings have fixed interests in material possessions, and it is the diversity of human thoughts. But nearly all of us have the fear of losing our life or the life of our loved ones without a cause. This fear is treated as the prime source of intimidation for the terrorist to cause crimes. The idea of taking a person’s life is not only dangerous because of list of laws you break, but also because of the major idea from depriving a certain person the right to live whose likings, ideologies and thinkings does not match your own.